Post by Deleted on Jul 22, 2016 20:02:52 GMT -5
The moon was out in the night sky as Barrett sat against the tree.. The shovel he pulled from the little shed behind his house was stuck in the dirt in front of a big hole... He was digging most of the day... When shit got to heavy he'd step into the house for a few lines and the coolness of bob marley to remind him everything was going to be alright, but this shit had to be dealt with... He couldn't say goodbye though... He had delt with these feelings long ago when he wrote her off as dead, but now to be looking at her after three fuckin years.... It just fuckin sucked! Barrett was sitting against a tree with a joint between his dry lips... He had already done 3 lines of coke..... His heart was racing and the weed was to counteract it... All sorts of shit was flying through his head... He could see charly's house from his backyard...He kept finding himself looking over there... Wondering if she was ok.... He had his own shit to deal with his own significant other to bury, but how fucked up was it that they were loosing their partners at the same time... Like it was a sign or a sick fucking joke.... Barrett took another puff... Yeah this was probably his lowest.... He felt like shit... Not about Debra.... About Charly.... He was sad about Debra, but that's not what troubled him... He wanted to be with charly right now... That was the problem... How fucked up is it that you're at your wife's funeral; who you supposedly loved and your thinking about the girl you just fucked? That's pretty fucked up right? Barret sighed and dropped the joint... He stood up and grabbed what remained of his long dead wife and placed her in the whole....
Barrett: Goodbye Debra.
He didn't say a few words. He didn't get emotional and sweepy... He just started shoveling dirt on top of her corpse... Barrett was an asshole... Always had been and probably always would be, but Charly had started to change something in him and he was already noticing it as he looked over to her house again... Shoveling more dirt on the dead bitch in the hole... He felt..... connected to her.... Drawn to her.... He felt destined to be by her side though he didn't know why... He didn't give two shits about her a week ago and now he couldn't stop thinking about her what the fuck was that... He thought as he sprinkled more dirt on the dead bitch in the hole! Barrett picked up his joint and took one final put before dropping it in the hole can sprinkling more some dirt on it and the dead bitch in the hole! Barrett needed Charly, but the way she looked.... He wasn't sure if she'd even wanna see him... She was fuckin him when the people got back telling her that her little boyfriend was dead... That had to be fucking with her head.... Barrett sprinkled the last bit of dirt on the dead bitch in the hole and dropped the shovel after patting the earth flat. Done! I'm done with you Debra. He thought... Walking inside... He went to his fridge to grab the bourbon... But stopped...
Barrett: Fuck it!
He thought as he grabbed a bag of joints from the table and a lighter and left his house.... Walking in the direction of Charly's house....
Barrett: Goodbye Debra.
He didn't say a few words. He didn't get emotional and sweepy... He just started shoveling dirt on top of her corpse... Barrett was an asshole... Always had been and probably always would be, but Charly had started to change something in him and he was already noticing it as he looked over to her house again... Shoveling more dirt on the dead bitch in the hole... He felt..... connected to her.... Drawn to her.... He felt destined to be by her side though he didn't know why... He didn't give two shits about her a week ago and now he couldn't stop thinking about her what the fuck was that... He thought as he sprinkled more dirt on the dead bitch in the hole! Barrett picked up his joint and took one final put before dropping it in the hole can sprinkling more some dirt on it and the dead bitch in the hole! Barrett needed Charly, but the way she looked.... He wasn't sure if she'd even wanna see him... She was fuckin him when the people got back telling her that her little boyfriend was dead... That had to be fucking with her head.... Barrett sprinkled the last bit of dirt on the dead bitch in the hole and dropped the shovel after patting the earth flat. Done! I'm done with you Debra. He thought... Walking inside... He went to his fridge to grab the bourbon... But stopped...
Barrett: Fuck it!
He thought as he grabbed a bag of joints from the table and a lighter and left his house.... Walking in the direction of Charly's house....