Post by Deleted on May 19, 2016 10:06:20 GMT -5
Colette sat in the SUV at the end of the dirt driveway. She had it in park and was crying her eyes out. This is something she never allowed anyone to see. She thought it made her seem weak and she would never let someone see her be weak.
She he wiped her eyes with the back of her hands, struggling to get control of herself. The doors were locked, so she felt safe enough. Well, that and the gun sitting on the seat next to her. She reached over into the floor of the passenger side and pulled up a bottle of Jack Daniels. She had found that on her scavenge too, but hadn't told Cade. She'd wanted to save it , in case they really needed it.
fuck that and fuck him, she thought as she twisted the cap breaking the seal. She hadn't drank in awhile now, not since he had reinsured himself. Colette wanted to stay clear headed, for him. So she could help take care of him. Why had she even bothered? It had all come out. How he really felt about her, what he truly thought of her.
He he told her to leave. Funny, she had thought she was there for him, to help him, not herself. Perhaps she had been holding onto him, needed him. She took a good long drink from the bottle and fished in the dash to find a cigarette. She lit it and inhaled deep, sitting there.
He he was still fucked up, wouldn't be able to properly defend himself, she knew that." God fucking damnit!" She slammed her fist into the steering wheel. She took another long drink from the bottle. The burn as it went down felt good, least she felt something. The rest of her was numb. Should she go? She'd be leaving him vulnerable. Why did she even give a shit? He'd made it clear how he felt about her. She was a coward, hiding in her office! For fuck sale he made it sound like she had done nothing at all! He knew that wasn't true!!
why? Why was she letting this get to her so badly? She knew why, she cared about him, even if he was the biggest fucking asshole she had ever met. Colette turned off the engine and sat there. She'd wait, just make sure he was alright in the morning, then she'd leave, for real.
She he wiped her eyes with the back of her hands, struggling to get control of herself. The doors were locked, so she felt safe enough. Well, that and the gun sitting on the seat next to her. She reached over into the floor of the passenger side and pulled up a bottle of Jack Daniels. She had found that on her scavenge too, but hadn't told Cade. She'd wanted to save it , in case they really needed it.
fuck that and fuck him, she thought as she twisted the cap breaking the seal. She hadn't drank in awhile now, not since he had reinsured himself. Colette wanted to stay clear headed, for him. So she could help take care of him. Why had she even bothered? It had all come out. How he really felt about her, what he truly thought of her.
He he told her to leave. Funny, she had thought she was there for him, to help him, not herself. Perhaps she had been holding onto him, needed him. She took a good long drink from the bottle and fished in the dash to find a cigarette. She lit it and inhaled deep, sitting there.
He he was still fucked up, wouldn't be able to properly defend himself, she knew that." God fucking damnit!" She slammed her fist into the steering wheel. She took another long drink from the bottle. The burn as it went down felt good, least she felt something. The rest of her was numb. Should she go? She'd be leaving him vulnerable. Why did she even give a shit? He'd made it clear how he felt about her. She was a coward, hiding in her office! For fuck sale he made it sound like she had done nothing at all! He knew that wasn't true!!
why? Why was she letting this get to her so badly? She knew why, she cared about him, even if he was the biggest fucking asshole she had ever met. Colette turned off the engine and sat there. She'd wait, just make sure he was alright in the morning, then she'd leave, for real.