Post by Dean LeMarchal on Mar 14, 2015 14:18:22 GMT -5
Dean smiled as he heard how Nick was putting an emphasis on the word boss. “Yup the one and only.” Dean said softly. He tried to smile, but he was only the boss at such a young age because his father died so early, but he turned out to be a real LeMarchal and lead the company into even more success. So talking about being a boss made him partly sad and partly happy. He couldn’t help but see a tear escape Nick his eye, he was going to ask about that later.
After the hug they both felt better and Nick said he would be there for him, like he was for Nick earlier. Which made him smile, but that changed when Dean asked about his dead boyfriend. Nick yelled that there was nothing to talk about and Dean was a bit startled, he felt guilty for forcing him to talk but it would be better for him, just as he was about to answer Nick grabbed his hand and he could see his eyes get watery again.
Not seconds later Nick started to cry, but it was very intense this time, even more then before cause he told his story in-between his sobs. While telling this Nick rested his head once more on Dean his shoulder, Dean could hear the pain in his voice, almost feel it himself, so he softly wrapped his arms around Nick and softly rested his cheek on Nick his head. “Let it all out.” Dean said as he tear ran down his own face. Seeing the pain Nick was in he couldn’t keep himself from getting emotional too. Nick finished the story telling Dean he could still hear the screams. For some minutes they just sat there, Dean softly rubbed Nick his back with his hand.
Some minutes later Dean used his other hand to wipe off Nick his tears, but he did it very gently. “Hey, don’t feel bad about being a little bitchy towards him, it wouldn’t have happened if he took care of you and not force rough sex on you.” Dean said softly. He understood
Nick thought it was his fault but it wasn’t, as if the apocalypse wasn’t bad enough, his boyfriend practically raped him.
“But now that you told the story, I hope you feel better and I’m sorry for forcing it, but just know that you are in good hands with me.” Dean said softly as he softly rubbed Nick his back again. Dean didn’t know how this all could happen, he felt so connected to this guy, even though he told himself he would never love someone else because he didn’t want to lose them again, but it felt like he was getting feelings for this guy. Of course he wasn’t planning to try something soon, cause like he said earlier he didn’t want to take advantage of him being emotional. If Nick would have feelings for him too, then he would express them when the mourning process was over. Dean felt a bit guilty, cause it seemed like he forgot his own boyfriend, but that guy would always have a special place in his heart, but Dean just couldn’t live without love.