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Vince made his way outside. It was cool, crisp. He pulled his coat tighter around him, shivering a little. But he just wanted to clear his head. All these new people, the fighting, he couldn't think, couldn't breathe. He took a breath, really wishing he had a cigarette right now. He didn't want to be here, he wanted to go home.
vince felt his cheek become wet and quickly whiled away the tear. At least he had Kevin, he didn't know what he would do if he wasn't here. Kevin was his glue, his rock. The only thing keeping him together right now. They were both beat to shit, but at this moment he didn't care.
feeling someone behind him he turned to see Kevin follow him out. Vince quickly rushed to his side, wrapping his arms around him, going under his arms. He rested his head on Kevin's chest and held him close, not saying anything, not sound except their breathing. his head rose and fell with every breath Kevin took, he missed this.
looking up he smiled. "I think this is the first moment we both had alone together in a while. I still can't wrap my head around you being okay. I missed you baby, missed you more than anything." He felt himself crying again, "I missed you so much."
Kevin knew Vince went outside and he wanted to be as close as possible so he followed him. Vince that wanted to be alone, meant something was off. Once outside, Vince noticed Kevin and rushed to his side, Kevin hugged him and watched how Vince rested his head on his chest. Kevin smiled, this felt so good, he had missed Vince so much.
Kevin couldn’t keep his own tears from streaming down as Vince started talking. “I’m so glad I found you again, but I knew it would, it was all that kept me going.” Kevin said as he softly rested his head on Vince his head. “And God, did I miss you too, feeling you, kissing you, hugging you, everything.” Kevin said as he kissed Vince on his head, while softly rubbing his back. “I will never let you go, never lose you again.” He added.
Vince melted against Kevin. He felt safe, like the world was okay, just for that moment. It wasn't the safety of the place they were in, but it was the way he felt in his arms. Nothing else mattered. He was safe right now, not a care in the world. The wall could fall down around him, walker swarm, and he would feel safe in Kevin's arms.
He felt Kevin kiss his head and smiled. "You missed," he said with a grin kissing Kevin deeply pulling him even closer. He smiled at him as he broke it away. "Missed that the most, your taste." He kissed his lips again and laugh, pulling him over to the wall once broken free.
Vince leaned against it and just stared at the sky. "I want to leave. I don't feel safe here. The city I mean. It's dangerous. Not even an hours here and I was chased by the dead, kidnapped, imprisoned. I..I think we should go. I only came for a boat, and I don't need that any more, we could head west, back to more less populated states. I came across this farm in Tennessee. Besides one scuffle it restively safe. Vegas, it wasn't as safe, but it worked, was dangerous like here. Maybe we head north, Maine, somewhere around there. Just not here."
He reached out taking Kevin's hand in his own. He gave a squeeze and looked up at Kevin's eyes.
They stood still for some time, not saying anything, but the hug was more than words could ever tell. Just then Vince spoke up and shortly after kissed Kevin deeply. Kevin gave him a grin as he stopped the kiss and said he missed the taste. “I can imagine, I missed it too, well your taste that is.” He said with a smile. “Just everything sweetie, your smell, lips, body, laugh.” Kevin said following Vince to the wall.
Kevin stood in front of his boyfriend and watched him lean against the wall. He placed his hands on Vince his waist as he listened to him. Kevin was a bit surprised as Vince said he wanted to leave, that he didn’t feel safe, Vince also told him a something about a farm. “When you are around me, I’ll make sure you are always safe.” Kevin said placing his hand on Vince his cheek, softly rubbing with his thumb. Then he leaned in and kissed Vince again. As he stopped the kiss he removed his hand, but made sure their noses still touched each other. “It would break my heart, to leave my group.” He whispered softly. “But my heart would scatter in a thousand pieces, if I lose you again or if I see you are unhappy and scared.” he added in the same soft tone, before once more kissing him. “So if you want to leave, that’s what we’ll do.” He said smiling while rubbing his noise against Vince his
As Kevin kissed him while he spoke avionics blushed. Bit he heard what he said, it would break his heart to leave. Vince didn't want that, but at the same time, he wanted to feel safe. And he didn't get that here, the city, the island. He felt safe in Kevin's arms, but that could only do so much. He felt Kevin kiss him back and wrapped his arms around him to pull him close.
His hands rubbed up and down Kevin's back, as he kissed him. "Kevin, I'm sorry. I know these are your friends, your group. But I just don't feel safe with them. I don't trust the island, the city. These people in your group, they're reckless, I just want us to be safe." He looked away, leaning his forehead on Kevin's chest.
"We don't have to leave right away, we could wait till morning. You should say goodbye, to these people. Then we can rest before we go." He breathed softly against Kevi 's chest, his neck. "Thank you." He kissed him again, deeper this time, more passion. He broke it and smiled, "plus maybe we can find a place to,actually sneak away. Just me and you, on a roof, under the stars. Remind us of back home, the roof of our flat." Vince laughed a little, remembering some of the times they'd spend up there, on a blanket, alone.
Kevin felt how Vince pulled him even closer and while kissing he forgot about everything, what he felt, the love, made all the bad go away. Kevin opened his eyes as the kiss stopped and looked at Vince as he started talking. He listened and enjoyed the feeling of Vince touching him, it had been ages since he felt his hands rubbing his back.
Kevin smiled as Vince rested his head on his chest, after finishing what he wanted to say. “Hey baby, all I want is you to be happy.” Kevin said as he placed his finger under Vince his chin to lift it. He then softly kissed him, not with passion, but very tender. “I know they are reckless, but they are good people, but like I said, you are more important, never forget that.” He said right after stopping the kiss. The he softly started rubbing Vince his back while resting his chin on his head. Kevin kept in that position for some time as he thought about how hard it would be to leave the group behind. He had a pretty strong bond with Michael, yes the others mattered too, but he would moss Mike most. He blinked his eyes and focused on Vince, he might miss Mike, but he had his lover back.
“God babe, I missed you.” He said hugging him even tighter. "Can't say that enough." he added with a smile. Then he let on hand slide up his back, reaching Vince his cheek, he softly pushed his head up again and started to kiss him once more, as his other hand rested on Vince his butt.
Vince felt Kevin's kiss after kiss. It was warm, welcoming. But what he said hurt. He didn't wa t it all to be about him, he wanted Kevin happy too. As much as he wanted to leave,mthe wanted Kevin happy as well. Kevin made him seem like it was all about him. It made him feel guilty for tearing Kevin away from his group, made him feel selfish towards him.
Yet Vince didn't trust this place, he couldn't stay here, he knew that. There was something, and being with this many people, it scared him. He felt they could never be alone, not unless they left. They could go to the country side, find a nice place to settled down or make camp. He would even be fine with living in a cabin with Kec the rest of his life.
He felt Kevin's hand on his rear and looked up at him with a slight smirk. "Easy now Hun, we don't know who's going to walk out those doors." He looked back at the door and kissed Kevin quickly again. "Watch your hands."
He looked down. "And thank you for leaving. It means the world to me. I just don't feel safe here. I don't know why. I feel trapped, like this is prison all over again. I think we should escape while we can." He looked away. "You should go say goodbye, we can leave in the morning. Pack some things, what little we have, and go."
Kevin smiled as Vince said he had to go easy. “Haha, I don’t care who walks through that door, I’m just showing you how much I love you, it’s not like I’m going to jump you out here in the cold like an animal.” Kevin said with a little smile. “Not that you are not sexy enough and you touching me feels heavenly, after all that time, but outside, just not my style.” Kevin added with a wink.
Kevin kissed Vicne once more and then gave him a soft pinch his ass. “Alright, alright.” He said with a little laugh. “You want me to move to the front?” He asked acting all innocent. Then he just laughed and pulled Vince in yet another hug.
Kevin looked back at Vince as he spoke. He thanked him for leaving. “No need to thank me.” He spoke softly. “I know the feeling, I don’t like New York either, just wished we could take some of them with us.” Kevin replied. “I wasn’t planning on staying either since I was searching you, cause big cities aren’t safe at all, so I agree on that point, it just I’ll miss them.” Kevin said looking down. “But you know I would give everything I have to be with you, I never want to feel the pain of not seeing you.” Kevin said softly as he looked back up in Vince his eyes. “the pain of not feeling you, tasting you.” He added. “So I’ll gladly leave with you.” He said finishing with a wink.
Then Vince spoke about saying goodbye. “Let’s both go, I think I need someone by my side, cause it will be hard.” Kevin said before kissing Vince again.
"It's not that, all this touching, I may just give in," Vince said with a smirk. He kissed Kevin's lips again, then his cheek, then his neck. He kissed his neck again, his hands still exploring his back. "May get excited, then I may be the one jumping you out here like an animal. It's been so long, I had urges, more than once. If you keep it up I can't control them." He smirked again, kissing his neck.
"If they want to come, they can," Vince said calmly, "but they seem set on staying. I don't want to wait around why they decide either. If they can't, we just leave. It's harsh but I don't want to stay. New York is dangerous, I'm picturing how it would be back home. Probably the same, so congested, populated with the dead."
He looked away. "Let's go, we I'll come with you to say goodbye. Maybe you can just write a letter to them, leave it for them before you go. Unless you want to do it in person, but I don't want to see you cry."
Kevin grinned as Vince said he might need to give in if the touching continued. He felt how Vince kissed his neck, Kev his favorite spot, well one of them at least. Kevin couldn’t help but let out a very quiet moan, barely hearable. “Don’t do that you tease.” He said before kissing him back, with a little more passion then earlier.
He laughed as Vince said, if the touching didn’t stop he would be the one jumping Kevin. “Panther boxer included?” Kevin asked with a grin. He couldn’t only smile and enjoy more as Vince said he might not hold himself, while kissing his neck. “Mmmm, stop teasing me, you know how I like this.” Kevin replied.
Just then the subject was changed and went back to more serious. Vince said the group could join if they wanted, but also that he didn’t want to wait for them. It seemed Vince really felt threatened, which made Kevin worry about him. Kevin placed is hands on Vince his cheeks. “Hey babe, it will all be fine, we’ll leave and then you can finally let go of that horrible fear.” Kevin said as he softly pushed is noise against Vince his. “I can feel that you really are scared and I don’t want that.” He added before softly kissing him again. While softly resting his hands on Vince his back. After he broke the kiss he leaned back a little so their noses weren’t touching anymore.
He then heard Vince kept insisting to say goodbye, he even told Kevin it was probably best to leave a letter, since he didn’t want to see him cry. “No, I can’t do that sweetie, I need to say it in person." Kevin said as he looked at him. “And I will probably cry a bit, but don’t worry about it, it’s what I want too, I want to leave with you.” Kevin added with a little smile. “I liked talking about whether you were gonna wear a panther print boxer, better.” Kevin said trying to lighten up the situation. He pulled Vince a little closer again and kissed him once more. “Just five more minutes of pleasure, before I need to do this.” Kevin said with a smile. “Just some extra time, with no worries to enjoy I found you again.” He added. Kevin didn’t feel like saying goodbye yet, it was so hard, so he tried to stall a bit.
"Oh but I like to tease. It's so much fun," Vince said between kisses. He liked to get Kevin going, admittedly it was what drove their relationship, the pleasure, lust, and love. Teasing, getting worked up, it added the spice they needed especially at first. They had been friends long before they were lovers. The teasing drove them together, though it was mostly Kevin unintentionally, was to switch around for a change. He kissed his neck again and listened to him speak.
The mood had changed again. "Thank you," Vince said calmly. He didn't have anything else to add, not now. Kevin cared about him,mthe could sense the fear. It was more the fear of being swallowed up. This place it almost seemed normal with jobs, food, doctors. He couldn't think of how it just did. He stared into Kevin, not saying anything. He didn't want to see him cry, but he wanted to be with him when Kevin said goodbye.
But Kevin wanted five more minutes of fun. Vince knew how he was. Prolonging the inevitable. They'd often spend hours in bed, not getting up. Just embracing, holding. The pushed of so many things, events, outings, parties with friends, just to be together, to have that pleasure.
"Five minutes, you sure that's all. We have all the time in the world, I think we could have a little longer," Vince said tracing his finger along Kevin's thigh. He ran up and down the length as he kissed his neck again. They were soft teasing kisses, ever so slight, like a whisper of his lips against the smooth skin of his neck. Then he spoke, a light whisp of air between the kisses, "though...we...might only...last five minutes. I feel like...it's our first time again, ...and it's been so long babe." He kissed Kevin's neck again, "pleasure as long as we want. How shall I give you this pleasure."
Kevin smiled as Vince said, they could have more than five minutes. “I love it when you say that.” Kevin replied with a grin. He then felt Vince his finger running over his thigh, it felt heavenly, after all this time apart, the touching, the kissing, the love, Kevin felt so great. It was the apocalypse yes, but he had to survive it without Vince and that was horrible, having him back was a gift, one he was so grateful for.
Kevin heard Vince his whisper, about how they would only last five minutes and that it felt like their first time again. “Isn’t it awesome to relive that awesome first time, when we first connected.” Kevin whispered in-between moans. His hand still on Vince his back, with one finger he rushed up and down and pressed a little harder, so he felt Vince his spine. “We’ll need some practice, but we will have plenty of time, since I never will be without you.” he added again whispering.
He then heard Vince asking how he should give Kevin pleasure. “You give me pleasure in everyrthing, but you can pick whatever you want, so spice it up.” Kevin replied again in-between moaning, the kisses in his neck made his crazy. Then while his other hand softly went up and down over his spine, he used his free hand to gently push Vince his chin, so their lips met. He kissed Vince with a lot of passion.
He felt Kevin's hands on his back, rubbing up and down. It sent shocks down it, causing him to moan softly. He knew Levin would touch him there, he always did. Running along the spine, the base. He shivered at the first touch but soon became relaxed and even. He would jump ever so often as of a slight tickle fell upon him.mmesnwhile his lips never left Kevin's neck for more than a second, kiss after kiss he planted on it.
"Yeah but unlike the first time. You aren't running away this time," Vince said kissing his lips. "I guess that wasn't our first time you ran, but the first spark of our love. Always knew you'd come back, seems to be your trait," he dragged his lips across his neck again, ever so softly teasing with his tongue. His hands held Kevin's waist as he stared into his eyes.
"Mmm, just like how I remember. I wonder if anything has changed." He kissed Kevin's chest, slowly putting his hands up under his shirt and jacket to rub at his pectorals. "These are the same." He rubbed further down along his stomach, the sixpack, "and this," he reached the waist band of his jeans. "What about in here."
He leaned forward and whispered in his ear, "what about that, sound like pleasure?" He asked leaning back after the whisper.
Shauna Kelly: That helped, thank you
Oct 4, 2021 14:40:44 GMT -5
Ayita Hunt: dang, January was my last post.. Jeez it's been a hot minute. o7 guys, sorry for the complete disappearance, life got.. a little interesting this year.
Oct 18, 2021 22:34:19 GMT -5